“Ang kinabukasan nabuksan”

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“Genesis” ni Annadel Andrade Oseta

            Sa taong 2066 hindi na namalayan ang likas na pagbabago ng maraming bagay. Paunti – unti ang pagubos ng oras ng mundo sa lahat ng imbensyong nilikha ng katauhan. Ang iba’t ibang imbensyon tulad ng “stratifier” isang uri ng bagay na nakakatuyo ng paligid dahil dito sa sobrang paggamit naubos na ang tubig sa mundo, naubos na ang oras upang bumalik sa dati ano na ang magagawa, ano nga ba ang maari pang baguhin?

              Araw – araw ay pareho nalamang para saakin samantalang sa iba walang katiyakan kung ano na nga ba ang nagbago. Kada – dilat ng aking mata kada – bukas ng aking bibig hindi ko na namalayan ang nangyayari, nangyayaring katapusan, ang mga katatakutang akala ko, akala nating hindi darating. Ang kawalan ng pag – asa, ang pag – wawakas ng libro, ang pahina ng ating mundo. Ngayo’y isa nalamang akong alulugod na matanda hindi nakikitaan ng kahinaan ngunit sa aking bisig at tindig ng kalamnan lumalaban parin para mabuhay, para sa kinabukasan na kailangan mabuksan muli.

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“Ang Stratifer”                 Credits

                  Pagising ng dapit hapon makikita ko ang kahirapan ng mga tao ang pulot dulo ng katuyuang nadala, dinulot ng isang makina, isang instrumentong hindi man inakala. Ang imbensyon ng taong akala’y isang mapapakinbangan tuwing masamang kapahunan ng araw, baha, ulan at iba pa. Nagkataong hindi pala. Isa lamang ito sa mga pinakinabangan sa unang pagkakagawa nito, ngayon lamang ang mga tao nakakakita ng nakakamanghang bagay. Sa lahat ng ito, dito nagsimula ang pag-iisip na lumikha pa ng mga instrumento magpapabago sa mundo, magpapabago sa ating lupang ginagalawan. Dito inakalang makakamit ng masmaunlad at masmagandang kinabukasan. Hindi pala.

                    Sa kataunang 2066 ginawa ng agham ang lahat ng itong makakaya, ginawa ng lahat ng pinakamatalino, malikhain, at matataas na opisyal ang capacidad nilang ayusin ang maling naipasatupad nila. Hindi ito nagtagumpay. Nilisan namin ang planeta at nanirahan sa isang “space aircraft” sa pagpapasya na walang pag-asa na ang planeta, mundo na minahal tayo, inatasan sa atin ng Diyos, mundong ating pinagsilangan. Masasabi ko nga maraming nag bago, marami ang hindi na maiintindihan ng karaniwang tao ngayong taon ngunit hindi parin nawawalan ng pag-asa ang iilang tao sa ating mundo, na mababalikan natin ito at lilisanin ang kalawakan at babaliksa mundo ating kandungan.

                    Ang kinabukasang nabuksan na ito ay masasbing isang makulimlim, madilim, at nakakaawang pag-unlad ng ating pagkabuhay ngunit sa aking pagbabalik hindi sa nakaraang napakatamis ngunit sa mundong iniwanan makikita ang nakaraan nasawi sa mga iniwang bakas ng sibilisasyon. Dito mga kagamitang pinaglumaan at damit na warak. Puno at halaman kita ngunit malimit na lamang.

                     Sa aking pagwawakas ng aking maikling pagpapahay ng aking natamo sa mahabang panahon, sa aking pagkabuhay ng anim naput anim na taon masasabi ko ang pagbabago ay hindi nakakagulat, nasa daan tayo ng pagunlad, pagunlad na walang kinikilingan, pag uunlad na walang ibang maghahadlang kundi ang sariling kagustuhan upang makinabang sa lahat ng maibibigay ng kalawakan. Dito ako ay nagtatapos na sa ating kinabukasan ay nabuksan, nabuksan sa pagbabago na inakalang inaasam ngunit hindi pala.

“Ang pagbabago ay hindi katapusan ito ay lamang isang hudyot ng isang napakalaking tapak sa masmalawak ng kaisipan, masmalakaw nag pagiintindi sa ating sarili at kalawakan”

Freedom

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At the very start of 2016, I fell inlove. But that feeling ended real quick. It ended like a broken glass, I was a wreck.

To be honest, I used to be the kind of girl who only felt her worth from her ex’s compliments. His I love you’s made me feel beautiful. His kisses and hugs made me feel wanted. I was so focused on loving him that when he left, I was a wreck I didn’t even know how to be happy anymore.

It’s not easy to move on. It takes time actually, especially when that someone became part of your daily routine. Tears were my breakfast in the morning and dinner before I sleep. Every cut on my wrist was for him. Every pill I took was a thought of him. The plans we made were too good to be true. I felt lonely, unclean, and ugly.

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Freedom

At the very start of 2016, I fell inlove. But that feeling ended real quick. It ended like a broken glass, I was a wreck. To be honest, I used to be the kind of girl who only felt her worth from he…

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Naked information for the Filipino’s

               One of the most intriguing issues in the world is all about freedom. Do you not think freedom is one of the most conversed topic all around? Information on the other hand is a vital source of everything we know from the start. In line with this recent affairs showcased one of the most anticipated and sought out law in the Philippines the Freedom of Information law.

                    In light of recent news this law have been in process for a long time and in that during the declaration of the EO of the FOI under the administration of President Duterte … Presidential Communications Secretary Martin Andanar said in a press conference.“I surmise that the public will understand that after 29 years of fighting to strengthen this freedom of information, and to strengthen the right to information … Only 25 days as President Rody Duterte — this is already a record-breaking speed of a cornerstone, a milestone, or a landmark executive order being signed,” This is a message that Pres. Duterte is pulling the government back in the right track.

                     This law has been in the ropes for the longest of times since people are seeking for a more open government. People want to know more and be part of what the government is up to since we are also part of the system and the country. Even before the freedom for information is a hot issue among everyone for it gives the security that funds are not going to the dumps or the wrong places. This gives assurance to the people and courage that the administration is dutifully allocating the needed resources.The Freedom of Information Law also entitles us citizens to be more responsible and law abiding since transparency and accountability is being provided duly  by the government. This also gives us more information to seek and know regarding the facts of what is happening in our government. Upon all this one should still look into the guidelines and the law itself to really understand what information we can get. Is the transparency really that see able?

                      Provided now that the law is executed there are still confidential information hidden to the public. There are set parameters and also ways on how to attain certain information and even common information. The law implies that security that there are cases where in information can still be denied on researchers or journalists. While this is a historical moment there are still implications in the transparency of the government yet it is still a humble start to where the country should go.

                   In all of this as a citizen of the country the law is one step closer to a more accountable and open type of government in our society. This will start a more interactive society of people which will show more concern on the impending issues of the country. The Freedom of information law is indeed a remarkable step for the country to insure a more democratic and free nation.

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The loneliness of being me

Of course i feel its true how they say that the happiest tend to be the loneliest but how would i know, not everyone is the same. I speak from the heart when i say that i don’t feel lonely, there’s much more behind it. There are no words to describe such feeling, melancholy? It doesn’t seem fitting to what is me. I don’t have the words to fancy myself. I speak in childish words, i’m no artist, i’m no superstar, nothing i am, No one special indeed. yet i write, i write to feel. Feel what? i laugh at whether what i feel is real. I am a sheltered crab, emotions bottled up. Nothing flows from my soul, My heart stale.

 

My heart to ne continued…..

 

Is it me or not

Why whats wrong

I cant hear my song

Flushed, i am drowning

Am i sad but i dont seem to be frowning.

I’m lost, my head, my heart aching.

How am i still here. What’s sustaining.

Ah don’t read what i want to say

Im saying this is all just a ploy

Self pity? Your pity. No not really

I want nothing from your entirety

I’m done i can’t express my emotions

I don’t have them in me

I feel numb, no sensation

Now again i am not me

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Fake Friends

To have many friends seems to be nice and easy,
But take not and see that not everything is happy
It may lead to melancholy and even a shed of tear,
And till later you’ll notice they’ll disappear.

When success and power comes, they’ll come by
But in one’s downs, they’ll leave you high and dry.
Don’t forget nor regret or you’ll be regarded as a hater
Try your best leave the rest, keep your head above the water.

In the end you’ll be left asking yourself
For all the things you have made and done
We’ll there be anyone left and aid, give help
And hopefully trust and love will not begone.

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A life filled of problems and stress
Alone i stand, desperate and hopeless,
Amidst all the challenges and tribulations
Oh please help me, friends of thou creation

All accomplishments and regard of the past,
Have faded away through one's own carelessness
Still it was a memory and fun it was, till last
Now I'm standing amidst such bitter darkness

Today, now and more, filled with sadness and regret
Wishing that i know how to change the things I've done
Each plan which succeeded and each moment a secret
Gone and will never be seen, faded away, left with none.